im slipping deeper into music as i feel my friends slip away through my fingertips.

theres still some i feel hanging on and for that i am deeply touched

but the ropes for the rest seem to be unraveling and hanging by a thread

i still trust and care for all my friends.
"i dont care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more, is i would still die for you."

i hope this is just two a.m. nonsense.

if you're a music whore like me, you will know the names of the songs that belong to these lyrics that touch my soul. maybe you can help me figure out what i'm feeling

"sail with me into the setting sun"

"there's beauty in the breakdown"

"when i say "shotgun", you say "wedding"
Shotgun wedding, shotgun wedding."

"are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?"

"this isn't goodnight, this is goodbye"

"glamorous, indie rock n roll is what i want. its in my soul, its what i need... its indie rock n roll for me."

"i wont cross these streets until you hold my hand."

"can you still feel the butterflies?"

"we're living while we're singing, so i guess that's a step in the right direction"

"Let's sleep till the sun burns out"

"tell me what it's like to be alone."

(this is cross-posted in all my fifty billion journals. well, more like five.)